At this moment, there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, that war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world. 6 billion souls. And all I want is 1.
6 billion people in the world and I feel like they’re all pointing and laughing. I started some kind of joke that started the whole world laughing. Only thing is…I didn’t see that the joke was on me… Everyone knows I’m in over my head. They told me but I didn’t listen because I loved it. For once in my life, I loved it.
Right now, I don’t feel crazy. I’m just a little unwell. Right now, I know you can’t tell. If you’d stay a while, maybe then you’d see a different side of me. It won’t be the first heart that you break and it won’t be the last, beautiful girl. The one that you wrecked won’t take you back if you were the last beautiful girl in the world. I tried to rock you but you only can roll…
I try to keep away from people because I don’t trust them. This is just another brick in the wall. I’m gonna hide myself away but I’ll come back again someday. And when I do you’d better hide all the girls. I’m gonna break their hearts around the world. Yes, I’m gonna break them in two… Show you what I can do. Until then, I’ll cry instead.
Sometimes you give up. That’s ok. Sometimes things are too hard to deal with. That’s ok too. Don’t stop believing. There’s gotta be something better out there. Karma will come back to everyone. You just have to wait until you find the right person whose karma matches yours at that precise moment.
Maybe I’ve been part of the cloudy, maybe I’m the chance of rain. And maybe I’m overcast and maybe all my luck’s washed down the drain. I’ve been thinking about everyone. You look so lonely. But when I look at the stars, I see someone else. When I look around at all the people, I think about how people see me. I really don’t know how they see me.
Sometimes, when I see the clouds come in, I think about the way you smell, you taste, you feel. I try not to forget, as much as I want to, because I know it once felt real. I feel the air and I close my eyes. I smile inside and look to the skies. I want to go outside and dance out in the rain alone with you…